Fix You– Coldplay

When you try your best, but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse?

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you,

High up above or down below
When you’re too in love to let it go
But if you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Sunshine in the Rain

There are some friends that I hold fiercely onto, and now more than ever, these are the people who have supported me through storms and earthquakes, and I know these are those who will not leave in a drizzle or a shake.

I don’t like naming people on this blog; I don’t fancy the specifics of my life fodder for coffee talk. But there are two very very awesome friends that I have, so thank you Syl and Jinhua, for all your love, kindness, and ever-embracing arms.

Just for you 2 girls:

“Have you ever wondered where the story ends, and how it all began, I do
Did you ever dream you were the movie star with popcorn in your hand, I did
Do you ever think you’re someone else inside, when no one understands you are
And wanna disappear inside a dream but never wanna wake, wake uuuuuup
Then you stumble on tomorrow, and trip over today

(Chorus)
Would you be happier if you were someone together
Would the sun shine brighter if you played a bigger part
Would you be wonderful if it wasn’t for the weather
You’re gonna be just fine (gonna be just fine)

Are you not afraid to tell your story now, when everyone is done it’s too late
Was everything you’ve ever said or done not the way you planned, mistaaaake
So you promised that tomorrow, be different than today

(Chorus)
Would you be happier if you were someone together
Would the sun shine brighter if you played a bigger part
Would you be wonderful if it wasn’t for the weather
You’re gonna be just fine
I think you’re gonna be just fine
You’re gonna be just fine
So don’t worry baby

You’re racing for tomorrow, not finished with today

Would you be happier if you were someone together
Would the sun shine brighter if you played a bigger part
Would you be wonderful if it wasn’t for the weather
I think you’re gonna be just fine

Would we be happier if we were someone together
Would the sun shine brighter if we played a bigger part
Would we be wonderful if it wasn’t for the weather
I think we’re gonna be just fine
I think you’re gonna be just fine

Don’t worry baby
Gonna be just fine
Don’t worry honey
Gonna be just fine
Don’t worry baby
Gonna be just fiiiiine “
                             —- “Would You Be Happier”, The Corrs

Homesick

You’re in a better place, I’ve heard a thousand times
And at least a thousand times I’ve rejoiced for you
But the reason why I’m broken, the reason why I cry
Is how long must I wait to be with you

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home’s where my heart is then I’m out of place
Lord, won’t you give me strength to make it through somehow
I’ve never been more homesick than now

Help me Lord cause I don’t understand your ways
The reason why I wonder if I’ll ever know
But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same
Cause I’m still here so far away from home

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home’s where my heart is then I’m out of place

Lord, won’t you give me strength to make it through somehow
I’ve never been more homesick than now

In Christ, there are no goodbyes
And in Christ, there is no end
So I’ll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again
To see you again

And I close my eyes and I see your face
If home’s where my heart is then I’m out of place
Lord, won’t you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won’t you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won’t you give me strength to make it through somehow

I’ve never been more homesick than now
– Mercy me, Undone.

Where You Lead Me, I will follow

Mercy Me– Undone, “Where you lead me”

What is life?
A thousand roads, a thousand ways
Why am I so afraid to move
I crossed the line
I’m stepping out so come what may
I give it all cause I’m drawn to You

As long as my heart is beating…
Where You lead me I will follow
Where You lead me I give my life away
Where You lead me I will follow
Forever and a day
Forever and a day

I can’t deny Your very presence is my life
And why would I ever turn away
Cause deep inside I know that I cannot rely
On anything less than faith

As long as my heart is beating…
Where You lead me I will follow
Where You lead me I give my life away
Where You lead me I will follow
Forever and a day

This is all I’m dreaming of
To live completely in Your love

So this is life

Where You lead me I give my life away
Where You lead me I will follow
Forever and a day

Where You lead me I will follow
Where You lead me I give my life away
Where You lead me I will follow
Forever and a day
Forever and a day

So blessed, I can’t contain it.

Hillsong– So Blessed

More than I could hope or dream of,
You want to pour your favour on me.
One day in the house of God is,
better than a thousand days in the world.

CHORUS:
So blessed I can’t contain it. So much I gotta give it away.
Your love has taught me to live now.
You are more than enough for me.

Lord, You are more than enough for me
Lord, You are more than enough for me
Lord, You are more than enough for me
Lord, You are more than enough for me
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Indeed, I am blessed beyond my needs, my wants and my imagination. MJ said once in a prayer for me before that ,”Feli, you’ll be so blessed that you will start to ask God ,’ Why?’, but still His abundant blessings will fill you so much that you can’t contain it”. Not the exact words totally, but roughly along these lines.

These days, I look around me, and see the many wondrous and uncountable gifts God has placed in my life; a wonderful family that care and are not afraid to show it, friends that teach me the meaning of love, and hardly am I ever in lack materially. God is an almighty God, and He has always showed himself true as Jehovah Jireh, my provider. All glory to God and no body else.

Now my prayer is that I see the other different aspects of God as well, apart from His provision. I can’t quite wait when God reveals the other sides of Himself to me as well.

Were the whole realm of nature mine

When I survey the wondrous cross
On which the Prince of glory died
My richest gain I count but loss
And pour contempt on all my pride.

Forbid it Lord that I should boast
Save in the death of Christ my God
All the vain things that charm me most
I sacrifice them to His blood.

See, from His head, His hands, His feet
Sorrow and love flow mingled down
Did e’er such love and sorrow meet
Or thorns compose so rich a crown.

Were the whole realm of nature mine
That were an offering far too small
Love so amazing, so divine
Demand my soul, my life, my all.

Did You rise the sun for me?

Always, By Hillsong 

Did you rise the sun for me?
Or paint a million stars that I might know your majesty?
Is Your voice upon the wind?
Is everything I've known marked
With my maker's fingerprints?

Breathe on me
Let me see Your face
Ever I will seek You

Chorus: 'Cause all You are,
is all I want, always
You draw me close in Your arms
Oh God, I wanna be with You

Can I feel You in the rain?
Abandon all I am to have You
Capture me again
Let the earth resound with praise
Can You hear as all creation lives
To glorify one name?